I just keep trying to think of you there, watching me from your perch up in the clouds with the angels. Watching over me with that proud smile on your face. I thought you might be in my room last night. Silly really. I will always make you proud though Mum. You will always be there with me... every step I take, you reside within me. I want to think of you happy, at peace, and finally with Phil, Eric & Cassie, and your Mum & Dad... Not to mention, reunited with your beautiful baby brother John... and any others you have missed in life. Words cannot express how I feel. It simply aches so much it's suffocating at times. So here's to you Mum. I miss you terribly. I'm so so sorry I didn't catch you this time when you fell... but perhaps it was for the best. Your baby xxx K